You left me stranded and I don't know why
I am alone and I feel ready to die
I would cry but I can shed no tears
you told me you would kill my fears
it's been years
and I'm still the same person
Alone in the night just cursin
poison coming at me and it's not missin
sometimes I think with me no one listens

I thought that I was special
that's what you told me-hold me
stop acting like you don't know me
I have seen darkness and hell at a glance
all I wanted from you was a second chance

just because you went away does not
mean that my doors are locked
if you wanna come home
all you have to do is knock

I felt like a boy and suffered as a man
full grown but still unable to stand

I wonder-do I belong?
do I fit in?
things are on my mind where do I begin?
sinning is easy but it hurts my heart
I'm really trying to win so where do I start?
now that I have seen what I need to see
please take me
where I need to be